I have met Mistresses before but never one quite like the Empress M. The ironic part about this is that Enfield, CT. is the first place I ever bought a bondage toy and saw movies about bondage. I went to store there when I was in thirties and bought my first bondage starter kit. It was rather a lame little package but it was just that a starter kit. The Mistress in the movie was named none other than Mistress Michelle. Of course not to be confused with Empress M. Sshe told me that the "M" was for Michelle.
To make the story of how I met Empress M. short it goes like this . . . I was searching on the net for a Mistress in my area and I came across Enfield CT. The name on the site was of course the Empress herself. So, I clicked onto the link for her site. I emailed her twice and she emailed me back. I told her that I liked what she said in her site and began to politely introduce myself. I then went on to tell her my experiences in the scene and also things I have not done but want to try. I then called her and we talked awhile.
She is in the process of making some bondage movies, realistic ones. Real lifestyle ones not those kind you see that are scripted. I told her that I was an experienced camera man and also an editor. I called her again when I was feeling better. At the time I was suffering from a nasty cold. I could not wait to get rid of it because I really wanted to meet her as soon as I could. We set up a meeting to discuss the filming of her movie she was working on. After a while she agreed to give me a try in helping in the making of her movie in the filming aspect of it.
As the weeks went by waiting for the time to come we talked more and I told her of my several of my fantasies. We had some really good talks and finally the time came to venture to Enfield. When I got there was had something to drink and she talked to all of the people that would be involved in the making of the film. Then came filming time. The story was a simple one she was going to totally dominate this slave she had chosen. He wanted to give up himself in total submission to her. And I was to simply get the best shots and the best angles and follow her lead until she said for me to cut.
We began, and she had tied him up and totally immobilized him. He was bound and gagged, a blindfold on and she had also put earplugs in his ears. She then wrapped him up in plastic and left holes for him to breath and holes so she could perform CBT on him. She put a cock and ball spreader on him and attached a small chain to it and lifted it up in the air and attached it to a hook so that his cock was straight up in the air. Then she began to smack his balls with a small cane. Just then she stopped and looked at me and she looked in the monitor and told me to cut.
I faded the camera to black and then shut off the record. Empress M. walked over to me and told me that she did not think I could shoot this properly as I did not see this from the slaves perspective. I could only see what was being done to him and that I needed to know from his point of view what it would be like if this were actually happening to me. "I will only leave you this for about ten minutes or so and do the same thing to you so you can know what he is going through." I agreed and she brought me to another part of her dungeon and began to bind me in the same way. As I was laying there helpless she had not yet put plugs in my ears. " I am going to do something a little bit different to you then I did to him, I think you need a some anal training." I squirmed a little but not much as I could not. She lubed up a dildo and pushed it into my anus. Then to my surprise she had straps on the end of it that cinched around my legs to hold the dildo into place. She slid it in as far as it would go. "You know something, I am going to train him for at least two weeks at a time I think you need the same training so you can film in the future." She did not lie to me the Empress had just changed her mind.
I was only supposed to stay there for two days and help film the movie and then come back and help edit it. As far as I knew I would there bound and helpless and totally hers for the next two weeks.
She then proceeded to whip and cane my cock and my balls. I am somewhat of a pain slut but this did hurt a lot. It also felt good and knowing there was nothing I could do about it made all the better. She dug her nails into my balls and stroked my cock. She did this in a sensual way and then very hard and she kept switching back and forth. To give me a break from the pain, perhaps but I doubt it.
Then as I thought she was about to leave for a while because I felt nothing besides the chains that bound me and the ballgag and other toys she had secured to my man hood that at this time was pretty much not feeling too manly. I felt my wrists that were cuffed pull further from me stretching me out. Then my ankles also in the same exact manner. I was on the rack. How did I not see that before I was bound? Perhaps I was just so excited at the thought of being helpless in total submission to her that I just did not even notice that it was the rack I was being secured to.
Then she took off the cock and ball spreader she had put on me and secured something else to me. After it was all in place she turned it on. I felt shock waves go through my cock and my balls. I just laid there and did not move much, as I did not have much to move anyway. But I did not flinch at all. I guess I should have because with that thought she turned it up and up more and more each minute. Until I tried to make noise from inside my ballgag. Then she inserted a catheter. "You will need this because this is where you will be all night long, and if you are good I will loosen up your bonds and give you something to drink." I complied and she gave me something to drink and did loosen up my bonds. Nothing like warm water that tastes like it sat out for hours on end. But it was wet and I was not about to complain. I had no time anyway I was quickly gagged again after I finished the whole glass.
Throughout the night I kept dosing off but only for moments at a time. Of course there was no way of telling how long but it did not seem to long before I woke up each time. It is not easy to sleep when you are completely bound and gagged.
I guess when you are in complete isolation it is hard to know just how much time has passed. But this far she has fed me. That is forced fed me and I get to drink often but you have no idea what it is like when you depend on one single person for everything. Your food your drink and even your air. Yes, she played some very intense breath games with me. Sometimes almost to the point where I thought she was not going to let me breath at all. I do have to say though that even in the midst of breath deprivation it is very stimulating and exciting at the same time, both sexual and mentally. However I do trust the Empress, I mean if I did not do you think I would have come here in the first place? Well, maybe I would have but I can't speak for others. I have always wanted to be completely in the hands of an ultimate lifestyle domme. I never thought it would ever happen.
By the way I do know that two weeks are well gone by. Will she ever let the camera man go? Maybe she thinks I will try and get her into some kind of trouble and maybe this is why she has decided to keep me for so long. Or just keep me.
My ultimate fantasy has arrived and I now live it each breath taking moment of each hour and day and month that goes by.Would I leave if I could or had the chance? I can't tell you that it is too hard to speak from the back side of a ballgag.
By Samuel